Updating about the current JC life of mine.
Got back my results a few days ago.
Hah, guess what. Expectations really lead to disappointment.
Results was damn screwed up. Not even a single A.
Effort was paid off, or is it just me that i didnt put in enough time to practice?
Shouldnt be it.. I redo all the tutorials..and when i was doing my SA Maths paper,
it feels as if everything was on my side till the last 2 questions.
Yeap, i screwed it up. With just one small careless mistake.
Idk if i deserve it anot, but its really demoralizing.
Whats more? I heard that only 20 percent of the cohort manage to go Uni.
So previously people have been saying that JC student 90 percent go Uni? Bullshit.
Trying to ace every subject, even GP.
Is this what i really should get? Or i should just take this lesson as a motivation to work harder?
I really dont know.
What i feel like doing now is to take a break, and restup.
But nothing seem to make me do so.
Homework is piling up, Pw, Ca2, A's practical..promos...
Everything is rushing in. So not freaking motivated at all..
I dont want just a pass for promos, so what if im being promoted up to J2?
The results still sucks right.
& its pointless if you force yourself into something where you shouldnt be in,
you'll just end up suffocating yourself in that environment.
Ohwell, enough said.
